A dirty game and Personal Lessons
I have lost the meaning of the time. Two months in the prison, especially where I was, has mix up many things. First of all the concept of time has transformed strongly in my mind. Moments, seconds, hours, days and so on, have another meaning. Time is depending on mentality. Sometimes minutes take long more than days and sometimes days take long only like moments. I had some moments that really took long like months for me. There were Some Moments that the mentality becomes powerfully active and I had to review many scenarios only at one minute or less. At this position I had to think about many things that could effect on my life or the others. There were some moments, which my future was depended on it. However I had no control on the things that came after that. Sometimes you do something and then look forward the results. Sometimes, you don’t understand that how you involve in a play. How some people involve you in a dirty game? And how your destiny depends on it. I was at the middle of a dirty play. I could never imagine such a bad day….Anyway I am going to find out some personal result. Leaving alone in room for days and days, praying to god, have no hope to others to effect on your destiny and so on, make a complex that bring you some new and unlimited lessons for the rest of the life. Now after I released from the jail 3 weeks ago, I am going to find out these lessons about myself, my family, my skills, future, friends, society and the other things that make the life of every human being.